她瘦了很多,原本圆润的脸颊凹陷下去,显得一双眼睛又大又圆又空。这个尼姑庵位置僻静,苏洛给她配了好几个嬷嬷,说是落发,其实只是剪掉了一小段,眼下她乌鸦鸦的头发全被裹进帽子里。身量芊芊,不堪一握,与之前娇憨的模样判若两人。沈丛心软了两分:“怎么瘦了这么多?”白露的眼圈马上就红了,抬手摸了摸脸:“瘦下来之后,是不是就跟四姐长得差不多了?”沈丛一愣,这才定睛去瞧。不说还不觉得,如今一看,此刻的白露的确跟白芷有七八分的相似,就连那种怯怯的盈盈的风姿,都差不多。“好好的,提她做什么?”白露用帕子拂去石桌上的落叶,道:“既然来了,就坐下来喝杯茶吧!”婢女小松一直跟着白露,此刻也戴着个尼姑帽,穿着一件灰布衫,端来茶水给沈丛倒上,说了一句:“这是我家小姐亲自采的明前茶,沈子爵尝尝吧!”沈丛很是意外。白露竟然还会采茶?再一看去,只见她双手不复从前的细腻,上面多了很多细小的伤口。沈丛端起茶喝了一口,山间水质清冽,这茶虽然不算是顶级,但也入口回甘,清香扑鼻,自然一番滋味。他放下茶盏,问道:“可是这里的嬷嬷慢待你,这些事怎么还要自己做?”“少夫人关照过,她们都对我极好,只是做这些能让我心静,我从前十指不沾阳春水,如今既然寄身此处,在行为上至少要做出一些改变!”她整个人看上去比从前沉稳多了,可不知为何,沈丛却更喜欢从前那个蹦蹦跳跳,爱说爱笑的小姑娘。活力满满,像是自家妹妹一般。眼下她这副凄切的样子就让他想起白芷,这可不是什么愉快的往事。沈丛决定速战速决,他问道:“你今日叫我过来,是为了你的家人?有件事,我必须提前跟你说清楚,这件事从头到尾是我的谋划,跟少夫人没有关系!你也知道,我走到今日多不容易,自然要在陛下跟前多多多表现,你父亲此番是罪有应得,你的家人……”一阵山风吹过,头顶有落花飘落下来,纷纷扬扬间,沈丛见到白露的目光中有惊诧、痛苦、痴缠还有一点点恨在不断交织。她勉强至极的笑了笑:“你竟然将一切都扛了下来!”沈丛蹙眉:“男子汉大丈夫,本就应该敢作敢当,我欠你的人情,是要还的,说吧,你希望我为你的家人坐点什么?”白露抬眸,怔怔的看了沈丛良久,才轻轻的开口问道:“我父亲,今日已经死了吗?”她这般小心翼翼又哀伤的语气,让沈丛猛然醒悟,刚才自己的态度实在是不太好,她到底是个小姑娘,又遭逢大难。他缓和了口气,点了点头:“是,我是从刑场过来的!”“会有人替他收尸吗?”“你父亲此次犯下的罪过很多,恐怕是没有的!你几个姐姐嫁的都不太好,夫家此番不落井下石将她们逐出去就算好的,再要帮你父亲收尸怕是不能!”白露抬起那双湿漉漉的眸子:“那,表……沈子爵能帮我父亲收尸吗?”她从衣袖中掏出一个荷包:“我这里有些银子,能麻烦沈子爵帮个忙吗?我自己不敢去,沈子爵找一个薄棺材,找个地方把我父亲埋了,往后我若是想祭拜,还能有个去处!父亲他对我算不上好,但毕竟养育我十五年……”沈丛将银子推回去:“这件事,我可以帮忙,银子你自己收着,我也不缺这点钱!”白露笑了笑:“是啊,如今你肯定是不缺钱的,你是子爵,有封地又得陛下器重,自己还有经商头脑,一直在做生意……”这番话听得沈丛有些不舒服,他便没吱声。白露也知道自己说错了话,赶紧打住话头,道:“还有我的母亲,能不能请你也照顾一二,我知道我母亲从前对你不好,可她也没有太为难过你,那些事都是父亲犯下的罪行,我母亲其实性子不算坏,要不你姑姑也不能在白府好好的生活这么多年!”“她也算不得我姑姑!”“是,我主要的意思,其实这次是我父亲犯下的错,这事情跟我母亲,跟我其他的家人没有太多的关系,你如今今非昔比,还希望你能帮助一二,可以吗?”沈丛点点头:“可以,其实你不说,少夫人那边也已经打过招呼,你家里的女眷都会得到照顾,她说你父亲虽然心思深沉,但好歹也没有太过贪墨钱财,没吸老百姓的血,你母亲这么多年,也是靠自己的嫁妆还有一些田庄收益来维持风光,你的家人们有些无辜,不过覆巢之下无完卵,你父亲这般做的时候,就压根没有考虑到你的家里人……”白露一瞬不瞬的盯着他,看他说这些的时候连珠带炮,不停顿,眸中还闪光!她突然打断他,问道:“沈表哥,你之前拒绝我,因为我是白家人,如今我白家都败光了,只剩下我孤零零的一个,你可愿收留我?”“我如今的身份,怕是做不了正妻了,那便做个妾吧,也许会给你带来一点麻烦,但我相信你应该能应付的!”白露说着,大着胆子伸出手,一把覆在沈丛的手背上,双眸含泪,目光莹莹:“我,我的身子都被你抱过,你总该对我负责的,如今我就是大海里的一片浮萍,表哥,请你给我一丝依靠,好吗?”沈丛站起来,退后三步,深深的叹息:“白五姑娘,我很感激你当年对我的帮助,我也愿意尽全力给一些回报,可我心内只把你当成妹妹,实在没办法将你娶回去日日相对。我母亲是个妾,一辈子都没什么地位,受尽苦楚。所以我此生都只准备娶一个妻子,生的孩子全是嫡子嫡女,再也不用受我从小到大的苦楚!”“抱歉,我没法娶一个我不喜欢的人!我还有事,得先走了!”他转身就要离开,身后传来白露略带尖锐的声音:“你早就忘记四姐了,你的心里已经有了别人,所以才没有办法娶我对不对?”
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